
Pursuing freedom is wrought with fear, because, by definition, it means doing away with certainties. It means living with longings and aims, yet trying to be present and grateful in the present. You don't gain freedom by doing what you have always done where you have always been (unless you purely want to feel free to do that with no expectations of anything else. And good on you if you can do that.) It means sacrificing temporary comfort; 'comfort', to strengthen greatly. It is to feel weak and vulnerable, with the hope of greater fortitude gained in the long term. Yet freedom will not necessarily always correlate with feelings of strength and wholeness. It may demand a lifestyle of second-guessing, checking, self-questioning. 'Am I living in freedom? Have I sacrificed freedom for comfort? And if so, is that what I want?'

And is this freedom-seeking just a journal of personal fulfillment? If so, is that a bad thing? Or can pursuing our own ideals free us to be individuals who are more equipped to be a power for good where we are? I sincerely believe the latter, within the context of us being people who actually want to be forces for good and positive change. We are not, however, intrinsically altruistic beings. We seek our own safety and peace, and our families, and we then try to widen our circle of positive influence. Can we be more influential by maximising our own freedom, freeing us to use our gifts or love or money or time to bless others? I think so.
Don't trust financial certainty.
Test job fulfilment and security.
Trust relationship quality.
Remember that health is fickle.
And if all that means loving what you are doing, where you are now, do it wholeheartedly. This is freedom, in all its beautiful scariness. I think we will affect our world greatly if we live with an appreciation of this.
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